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Warm red blood trickling down her fingertips.

Some things you said you saw but might have missed.

Her lips so soft, cold, and blue.

Sometimes you feel it was something you knew.

Her body lies there delicate and cold.

All you want is to have her again to hold.

Let's take you back to the very first day.

When she suddenly thought everything would be ok.

He took one look at her and thought she was the most beautiful thing.

She looked at him and she could barely think.

Her smile, her laugh, her smell, he loved.

He thought she was an angel sent from above.

For the first time ever she felt happy and cared for.

He never made her gentle heart feel sore.

Deep down she still hurt inside.

The pain, the sadness, were things she just could not hide.

She couldn't hide from him or anyone else for that matter.

The mirror of her life had already slowly begun to shatter.

Their love was strong and she loved him more than anything, but she had had enough.

She tried and tried but she couldn't always be tough.

Her parents, her brother, the hurtful words they said.

The sorrowful emotions thay placed instead.

Instead of love, instead of joy.

Instead of happiness, like when a young child got a shiny new toy.

He was her life, the one she truely loved, she wanted to be with him forever.

She promised him she would leave him never.

But the depression and pain was just too much to bare.

She felt that her life was so unfair.

Her homelife was all just a lie she told everyone to hide the painful truth.

She hated it so much and that hurt her too.

When she held the blade to her wrist and took those last pills.

The earth suddenly went so still.

She heard him scream no and say baby please don't go.

She was lost once again and didn't know the tragic mistake she had just made.

If she would have held on a little while longer, he would have taken her away and made her feel safe.

But the sad ending that happened that day.

Will always be in his heart and mind and never go away.

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Lordpeace
17:58 May 03 2009

this is always so hard to handle you have to hold them when you can while you can

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VampressKira
00:40 May 06 2009

just to let everyone know, this poem isn't about a person who has died...i wrote it as a fictional poem on how i used to feel and I wrote it because i had invisioned what this poem is about....but it's ok if you guys thought it was about someone i lost..:) thanx for your comfort though. :)



the girl in the poem is supposed to relate to me....

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Crystal dreams and liquid tears, all I can think of are my silenced fears.



The darkness, the light, I hold on with all my might.



The dark beauty, the black rose, all of which I might have chose.



The glistening light, the bright heavens above, the things it seems I have always shoved.



Shoved out of my life, shoved away from my soul, one day soon it will be me in that hole.



The hole thats 6 feet deep, dark, and cold, sometimes I feel my life is getting old.



Angels and Demons, Heaven and Hell, these are some things of which you might tell.



Vampyres and Witches, Saints and Sinners, we are all equal. it's just some walls are thicker.



I have been a dark child ever since birth, I was chosen to have my soul torn and so forth.



Why do I have this curse you may ask, I just look and say, "It's all a dark, simple task."



A task to try to live day by day, a task to keep your soul from fraying away.



I am a dark child, a child of the night, for reasons unknown it seems I can't find the light.

Today was the first day I cried tears of sadness since I have been with You.

I knew it, I knew Me being happy was too good to be true.



Sometimes I wish I could fall asleep and never wake.

Still sometimes I wish it was My life I could take.



My parents, My brother, they feel Me with nothing but hate.

Sadness, Anger, Hurt is all they can give Me, thats why when I met You, I knew it was fate.



I love You more than words can speak.

Whenever You kiss Me or touch Me, I tend to feel weak.



While I'm sitting here in My cold, dark, slumber.

It is only You that I want to remember.



Their actions and hurtfull words fill My head with dought.

Sometimes I just want to fucking scream and shout.



You are the only thing that makes Me happy anymore.

My head, My heart, from all this fighting and argueing, is still pretty sore.



I just want to close My eyes and stay with You forever.

I wish You would never leave, Your voice, Your soothing words, make My damaged heart feel so much better.



Ronnie You mean so much to Me and I want you to know I love you more than anything.

You're the reason I didn't finish it when I had the chance, when I had nothing.



You're truely all I want and all I'll ever need.

You're what makes Me better and You're what makes my wrists not bleed.



I Love you Ronnie and I will stop never.

I mean it baby I'll be Yours forever.

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FallenRonnie
22:46 Apr 21 2009

i love this baby and i love you

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